Lub xeem Ivan. Unpublished. Ntu 3

2024 Tus sau: Seth Attwood | [email protected]. Kawg hloov kho: 2023-12-16 16:06

Bronze bust ntawm Ivan Drozdov nyob rau hauv lub Literary Hall ntawm lub Main Tsev khaws puav pheej ntawm lub Great Patriotic ua tsov ua rog ntawm Poklonnaya Hill nyob rau hauv Moscow.

- Kuv mam li qhia koj yooj yim. Cov lus nug no tshwm sim rau ntau tus: dab tsi yog qhov teeb meem, yog vim li cas cov tub ntxhais hluas no nyob rau hauv lub taub hau ntawm loj units? Qhov ntawd yog qhov peb kawm tiav hauv tsev kawm qib siab. Peb tuaj yeem hais kom lub roj teeb no, tsis yog, yog li ntawd, qhia cov tub hluas. Peb tuaj yeem muab xam thaum tua. Leej twg yuav muab tau rau lawv? Ntawm no, kuv yog thaum pib ib tug thawj coj ntawm pab pawg. Thaum sib ntaus sib tua, tus loj tsis pom tias tus thawj tub rog tuaj txog li cas. Nws muab nws faus rau hauv kuv lub trench, thiab kuv sawv hauv nruab nrab, thiab, raws li txoj cai, kuv sawv tsis muaj kaus mom hlau.

- Tsis yog vim kuv siab tawv heev, tab sis vim tias thaum tus thawj coj roj teeb sawv hauv nruab nrab yam tsis muaj lub kaus mom hlau thiab cov lus txib, tag nrho cov roj teeb ua haujlwm. Thaum tus thawj coj roj teeb taug kev rov qab los, txhua tus pib do. Lawv ntshai, vim ntshai…

- Cov neeg ntshai, vim hais tias lub plhaub tawg, shrapnel xuav, rab phom tshuab thiab foob pob raug ntaus los ntawm dav hlau. Tag nrho tib yam, nws yog hluav taws … Lub roj teeb yog pem hauv ntej-kab, nws tseem nyob ntawm tus neeg zov lub nroog, koj paub. Thiab yog li ntawd, kuv nyob rau hauv cov lus txib ntawm lub roj teeb, thiab cov tub rog commander nug cov range finder: "Lub roj teeb commander nyob qhov twg?" Thiab nws hais tias: "Nyob rau hauv kov." Tab sis qhov kev sib txuas zoo li cas thaum muaj kev sib ntaus! Thiab nws yog nyob rau hauv ib tug dugout, qhov twg muaj walkie-talkies thiab thiaj li nyob, kom nws tsis txhob raug mob. Zoo, thaum sib ntaus tas, nws tsis hais dab tsi. Kuv tuaj txog ntawm lub tsev teev ntuj thiab muab lub pob: muab lub roj teeb rau nws, coj nws rau kuv. Nws muaj 36 xyoo, kuv yog 20. Nws pom: Kuv muab xam, kuv sawv, koj puas to taub? Vim li ntawd, cov thawj coj roj teeb thiaj li hluas. Incidentally, nthuav nthuav dav, tus thawj coj ntawm pab pawg rangefinder yog Nina Abrosimova. Nws yog tus ntxhais ntawm tus thawj coj ntawm lub xub ntiag artillery, Lieutenant General Abrosimov.

- Nws nyob ntawm peb lub roj teeb. Tus thawj coj tub rog feem ntau tuaj saib seb nws tau ua phem npaum li cas.

- 32 tus poj niam. Yog lawm. Lub roj teeb yog dab tsi, koj hais? Lub roj teeb yog txhua tus kws tshaj lij, qee tus yog neeg tua phom, lwm tus yog cov neeg nqa khoom, thiab lwm tus nyob ntawm peb lub cuab yeej. Piv txwv li, ntawm PUAZ O-3 tiv thaiv lub dav hlau tua hluav taws, 12 tus poj niam ua haujlwm rau nws, 4 tus poj niam ua haujlwm ntawm ntu ntev, thiab lwm tus. Thaum kev sib ntaus tas, kuv thawj zaug mus rau cov ntxhais. Lawv txhua tus muaj hnub nyoog 17 txog 18 xyoo. Kuv mus rau cov hluas nkauj…Yog hais tias sib ntaus sib tua, lawv txhua tus quaj, so lawv lub kua muag nrog phuam so.

- Nws txawv. Ntawm no lawv muaj kev tso cai ntshai - lawv quaj. Kuv yuav tsum lees tias ntau dhau lawm ntawm no, kuv muaj kev ntxhov siab, kuv mob. Thiab muaj ib hnub kuv tau eczema ntawm kuv txhais ceg. Thiab thaum kuv mus ntsib kws kho mob, Major Weizmann, peb muaj ib tug kws kho mob, kuv nug nws: "Qhov no tuaj qhov twg?" Thiab nws hais tias nws yog los ntawm kev ntxhov siab. Tom qab tag nrho, thaum koj sawv, koj tsis tuaj yeem qhia leej twg tias koj yog cowardly, thiab koj tsis tuaj yeem nkaum tag nrho kev sib ntaus, koj yuav tsis khoov koj lub taub hau … Nerves yog tib yam li txhua tus neeg … Zoo, Kuv tsis tau. tsis qhia leej twg tias kuv mob. Anakhovich peb muaj ib tug kws kho mob. kuv hais rau nws:

- Efim, tsis txhob tham nrog leej twg ntawm no, tab sis vim li cas nws thiaj ua rau kuv mob tom qab kev sib ntaus sib tua?

- Nws yooj yim heev, comrade battalion commander, ntawm no peb muaj paj hlwb plexuses loj heev nyob rau hauv lub plab mog, thiab thaum koj sawv zoo li no rau 40 feeb, muaj zog heev. Nws yog lawm, nws yuav dhau mus, - nws hais.

Thiab cov ntxhais tau quaj, thiab kuv tau mus rau lawv tag nrho tom qab kev sib ntaus sib tua thiab hais rau lawv txhua hom lus hais tias: "Koj zoo heev, cov ntxhais (xws li cov txiv neej hu lawv), koj tau muab suav tseeb. Koj pom pes tsawg lub tank thiab infantry peb tua. Ua cas nej yuav quaj, nej yuav tsum zoo siab."

- Teb … Tseem, lawv tsis muaj zog. Lub tank txav mus, nws yog qhov txaus ntshai, nws muaj rab phom loj nyob rau hauv pem hauv ntej ntawm nws.

- Tsis yog tias lawv poob, lawv txhawj xeeb ntxiv. Qhov ntawd yog thaum koj yuav tsum ua haujlwm, lawv ua haujlwm zoo.

- Peb muaj 132 tus neeg. Peb muaj rau tus neeg los ntawm cov tebchaws Esxias, peb muaj ob lub Balts, plaub cov neeg Yudais. Qee zaum lawv nug kuv tias: "Thiab cov neeg Yudais ua li cas rau koj?" Zoo, kuv hais tias: "Kuv yuav tsum qhia koj tias lawv tau txais ib yam li peb tau ua." Thaum lawv thrashing nrog plhaub thiab lwm yam, koj tsis tuaj yeem nkaum ntau.

- Kuv mam qhia koj tam sim no. Ntawm no yog Anakhovich npe. Nws yog ib tug kws kho mob. Zaum, thiab koj tsis pom nws, thiab koj tsis hnov nws. Thiab yog vim li cas nws yuav tsum tawm? Tus neeg thib ob yog Polina Rubinchik, tus tub ceev xwm, Komsomol tus thawj coj ntawm lub roj teeb.

- Xaiv. Xaiv thiab hwm. Thiab, los ntawm txoj kev, tus ntxhais xeeb ntxwv ntawm Moscow rabbi. Thiab thaum kuv nyob rau hauv Moscow thiab kawm nyob rau hauv lub academy, thiab mus rau lub skating rink, muaj ib hnub nws rub kuv: "Koj nyob nraum, peb battalion commander." Thiab ces nws hais tias: "Cia peb mus, hnub no kuv yuav qhia koj rau kuv yawg." Yog li ntawd kuv nyob ntawm nws yawm txiv lub dacha. Thiab nws qhia lawv tias Polina zoo npaum li cas. Nws muaj ib tug puav pheej ntawm kev ua siab loj.

Los ntawm txoj kev, yog tias tib neeg xav tias lawv yuav tau txais khoom plig, lawv feem ntau hais tias: "Cov tub rog tub rog, kuv xav tau ib qho khoom plig rau kev ua siab loj," lawv hlub nws heev. Nws yog loj thiab nyiaj.

Zoo, ntawm no yog ob, tam sim no thib peb. Nws yog Captain Friedman. Nws yog lub taub hau ntawm SON-3K. SON-3K yog dab tsi? Qhov no yog lub chaw nres tsheb qhia phom, radar. Nco ntsoov, radars twb nyob rau hauv roj teeb. Zoo, ntawm chav kawm, lawv tsis zoo tag nrho li lawv tom qab. Los ntawm txoj kev, lub radar no yeej tsis tau pab peb nyob rau hauv ib txoj kev. Tab sis lub radar tau "txuas", thiab tus thawj coj ntawm qhov chaw nres tsheb yog Captain Friedman. Nws yog kuv tus subordinate. Thiab tus neeg thib plaub yog Lieutenant Demchenko, tus kws tshaj lij phom. Lawv txhua tus tau koom nrog cov neeg tseem ceeb.

- Muaj Russians, Ukrainians, Belarusians. Tawm ntawm 130 tus neeg, zoo, kuv tsis tuaj yeem muab koj suav nrog tam sim no, zoo, qhov chaw ntawm 106-104 tus neeg yog Russians.

- Yog, feem ntau … Cov tub ceev xwm yog Russians tag nrho. Kuv tsis paub tias qhov no tuaj yeem hais tau, lawv yuav tsis nkag siab kuv, tab sis kuv tuaj yeem hais tias cov neeg los ntawm Caucasian thiab Central Asian koom pheej tsis ua haujlwm nrog peb cov phom, nrog cov cuab yeej siv, vim tias lawv qib kev nyeem ntawv thiab kev kawm ib txwm muaj. tsawg tshaj li ntawm peb cov Slavic hais mav. Qhov no tsis yog vim kuv tus kheej yog ib tug Slav. Nws yog li ntawd. Kuv tsis paub tias nws yog qhov xwm txheej, lossis nws yog lawv qib kev kawm, nws tsis muaj zog. Tab sis lawv nyob ntawd ua tus tsav tsheb, ua noj, zoo, peb muaj ntau tus neeg saib xyuas tsev.

- Zoo, muaj "feem ntau" peb nyob hauv lub tebchaws.

- Tab sis tag nrho tib yam, rau qhov kev ncaj ncees, kuv yuav hais tias txhua tus neeg sib ntaus sib tua loj heev.

"Kuv yuav qhia koj qhov kuv yuav qhia koj. Tej zaum koj yuav paub tias kuv tau ua haujlwm ntev ntawm Izvestia, thiab tom qab ntawd yog tus thawj tswj hwm ntawm Sovremennik tshaj tawm lub tsev, Kuv yog tus editor ntawm cov ntawv xov xwm rau cov tub ntxhais hluas hauv Moscow, thiab, ntawm chav kawm, txawm tias ua haujlwm, Kuv yuav tsum ua raws li cov ntawv nyeem, cov ntaub ntawv hais txog kev ua tsov ua rog. Kuv paub cov phau ntawv tseem ceeb hais txog kev ua tsov ua rog. Cov no yog Bubennov cov phau ntawv "White Birches", cov no yog Vasily Sokolov cov phau ntawv "Invasion and Collapse", Gonchar cov phau ntawv, Bondarev cov phau ntawv, Shevtsov cov phau ntawv. Cov phau ntawv no uas pleev xim rau kev ua tsov ua rog - Kuv nyiam lawv. Rau kuv Bubennov's novel "White Birches" yog ib qho tshiab uas muaj zog heev. Thiab tej zaum yog vim li cas kuv thiaj tsis tau nqes mus rau lub ntsiab lus ntawm kev ua tsov ua rog ntev, vim tias kuv txoj kev kos duab suav nrog ib qho kev cai: Kuv ntseeg tias koj yuav tsum tsis txhob rov hais dua koj tus kheej hauv cov ntaub ntawv. Yog tias koj sau, ces sau tshiab, epigonism tsis tuaj yeem lees txais ntawm no. Thiab yog li ntawd, thaum twg koj xav tias koj yuav tsum sau txog kev ua tsov ua rog, cov phau ntawv zoo tshaj plaws no tuaj. Leonov sau txog kev tsov rog, koj paub. Thiab nws yog qee qhov kev poob siab: Kuv yuav tsis muaj peev xwm sau ntawv ntawm qib, thiab hais qee yam tshiab. Tab sis, lawv hais tias, ib tug coward tsis ua si hockey. Tsis txhob ntshai, ntshai? Thaum lub sij hawm ua tsov ua rog, kuv yog thaum pib ib tug tsav, ces yog ib tug artilleryman, kuv mus dhau tag nrho cov tsov rog. Ua li cas? Kuv twb muaj ntau phau ntawv tshiab, 7 lossis 8, ua ntej pib qhov tshiab txog kev ua tsov rog. Kuv txiav txim siab sau txog kev tsov rog, ib qho tshiab. Thiab kuv yuav qhia koj tias dab tsi tshiab no yog dab tsi. Tau kawg, kuv yuav tsum qhia koj luv luv. Tab sis ua ntej, cia peb nyeem tsab ntawv uas kuv tau txais 3-4 hnub dhau los ntawm cov neeg nyeem.

Ces tus qub tub rog sau tias:

- Ntawm no koj nyob, peb hnub dhau los kuv tau txais tsab ntawv no - qhov no yog tsab ntawv zoo kawg nkaus. Vim li cas amazing? Kuv yuav hais tam sim no, tam sim no twb tau lawm, kuv tau ntau xyoo, thiab kuv yuav tsum hais qhov tseeb xwb. Tom qab ntawd muaj xws li lub xeev thaum tsov rog uas ntxub cov Germans tsis dag ntawm tus ntsuj plig, tsis pw. Lawv coj cov neeg raug kaw rau peb lub roj teeb: Major, Oberst thiab Sergeant. Lawv foreman yog thawj. Kuv hais tias: "Los ntawm, tuaj rau peb."Cov tub ceev xwm thiab kuv tab tom noj su. Kuv caw lawv los zaum nrog peb noj hmo, thiab peb pib sib tham, koj puas nkag siab? Kuv nrog lawv tham, zoo li kuv tsis tau tawm tsam nrog lawv. Kuv tsis paub nws yog dab tsi. Ntawm no kuv hais rau tus loj:

- "Vim li cas koj tsis noj borscht?" - Peb muab lawv borscht.

Thiab nws hais tias:

- Nws rog, tiam sis peb tsis noj rog. Ntawd yog, tsis yog peb txhua tus, lwm tus noj borscht, thiab txawm tias muaj kev txaus siab, tab sis cov neeg uas muaj hnub nyoog tshaj 30. Vim tias peb muaj qee yam mob plab hauv peb lub plab.

kuv hais tias:

-Dab tsi, tag nrho los yog dab tsi? Koj tau txais dab tsi los ntawm?

Thiab nws hais tias:

- Yog, koj paub, peb haus npias, thiab peb npias yog tsim los ntawm qos yaj ywm saum, tsis yog yam koj muaj - los ntawm qhob cij. Yog li ntawd, peb tau haus ib tug neeg rau kaum xyoo - gastritis.

Thiab kuv hais rau nws:

-Yog vim li cas koj muaj mob plab nce rau peb? Peb muaj ib tug tub rog - nws yuav nplawm txhua yam, nws tsis muaj gastritis.

Nws nug tias: "Lawv yuav ua li cas rau peb, kaput?" "Tsis yog,"Kuv hais, "Peb tab tom xa cov neeg raug kaw mus rau Siberia, muaj ntau tus poj niam thiab cov ntxhais, tau sib yuav, nyob thiab koj yuav nyiam." Tom qab ntawd kuv tau txais cov lus los ntawm SMERSH tso cai: "Vim li cas koj thiaj hais lus rau yeeb ncuab li ntawd?" Thiab kuv hais tias: “Vim li cas, nws yog neeg raug kaw. Ua cas tsis pub nws noj? Vim li cas kuv tsis yog txiv neej los yog dab tsi?"

- Tab sis qhov ntawd yog lwm qhov teeb meem. Cov Germans ua txawv, txawv. Qhov no yog ib lo lus nug nyuaj, nyuaj heev. Tab sis kuv qhia rau koj, qhov kev ntxub ntxaug uas cov ntawv xov xwm instilled nyob rau hauv peb … Kuv tsis paub yuav ua li cas lwm tus, ntawm chav kawm, kuv ntxub lawv raws li ib tug yeeb ncuab, ntaus lawv. Tab sis muaj ib hnub kuv tau txiav txim los ntawm lub hauv paus chaw ua hauj lwm: lub tsheb yog mus nrog cov tub ceev xwm, coj aim ntawm nws thiab, yog li ntawd, tua nws. Kuv ntsia ntawm lub rangefinder, thiab ib lub tsheb thauj khoom tiag tiag, lawv hu nkauj, txog plaub caug leej, thiab tag nrho cov tub ntxhais hluas, tam sim no tsuas muaj ib lub plhaub - thiab lawv tsis yog. Thiab ces kuv xav tias: yog li ntawd lawv yuav mus rau peb, rau peb. Kuv xav tias tej zaum peb yuav ua kom lawv ciaj sia. Txawm tias muaj tseeb tias muaj qee qhov kev pheej hmoo tom qab tag nrho. Zoo, yuav ua li cas txog lub roj teeb yog tias lawv muaj rab yaj phom. Feem ntau, kuv hais kom lawv los ze zog, thiab lawv qhib hluav taws ntawm lub log, nqes mus, thiab pib khawb lub ntiaj teb nyob rau hauv lawv. Zoo, lawv, ntawm chav kawm, tawg. Thiab ces lawv surrendered. Qhov ntawd yog, peb khaws txhua tus ciaj sia. Zoo siab uas tau coj 20 tawm xyoo zoo li kuv thiab rhuav tshem lawv nrog ib lub plhaub.

- Thaum kuv pib npaj rau qhov tshiab tshiab, kuv nyeem ntau yam txog Aryans, Aryans, Kuv pom tias peb, nws hloov tawm, muaj lub hauv paus zoo ib yam. Nyob ntawd, thaum tsov rog, kuv xav tsis thoob tias lawv lub ntsej muag zoo li peb. Daim duab, lub ntsej muag - txhua yam zoo sib xws. Thaum kuv pib kawm cov ntaub ntawv hais txog keeb kwm ntawm Russia, Russians, kuv pom tias nws txhais tau hais tias cov Aryans, sib tov zoo li cov neeg nyob rau hauv ib lub lauj kaub, ces kis, txhua yam. Yog li, tej zaum, ntawm no yog kev hu ntawm cov ntshav nyob deb, uas qee yam kev sib raug zoo ntawm tus ntsuj plig. Thiab hauv tsab ntawv no, uas peb nyuam qhuav nyeem, cov lus xaus ntawm kuv tau lees paub …

- Yog. Thiab kuv tuaj yeem hais li cas hauv qhov nutshell? Koj tsis tuaj yeem qhia txog cov dab neeg tshiab hauv cov ntsiab lus, tab sis kuv yuav hais tias hauv qhov tshiab no kuv tau txiav txim siab nce mus, zoo li nws yog, los ntawm qhov siab mus rau qhov siab, los ntawm qhov ntawd los saib kev ua tsov ua rog: yuav ua li cas nws mus tsis yog nrog peb xwb, tab sis kuj nrog lawv. Kuv pib kawm. Kuv tuaj hla ib tsab xov xwm nthuav tawm hauv qee cov ntawv xov xwm "Baroness Nastya" uas peb muaj ib tug kws tshawb fawb uas tau los ua ib tug neeg txawv teb chaws thiab tam sim no nyob rau ntawd, thiab txhua tus paub tias nws yog ib tug neeg tshawb nrhiav, tab sis tsis xav tawm mus - cov me nyuam, cov xeeb ntxwv. Kuv txawm mus kawm ntawv, kuv kawm lub zos no, kuv nyob hauv castles. Thiab kuv tau pom ib daim duab ntawm lub neej nthuav dav tshaj plaws, nplua nuj thiab ua yeeb yam. Yog li ntawd, kuv tau qhia kev ua tsov ua rog nyob rau hauv ib qho nyuaj: thiab lawv tau tawm tsam li cas, thiab peb, nrog peb, thiab nrog lawv li cas. Nws nyuaj, tab sis kuv sim ua nws.

- Thiab lawv tau cawm Budapest!

- Qhia rau tib neeg paub, thiab ntev ntev lawv yuav xav tsis thoob vim tias nws yog kev sib ntaus sib tua zoo rau Budapest, uas tau khaws cia lub nroog, khaws cia tag nrho 13 tus choj tshwj xeeb, txhua lub palaces, tag nrho lub nroog tau khaws cia. Thaum kuv pib sau ntawv tshiab txog kev ua tsov ua rog, kuv twb paub lawm tias thaum lub sijhawm peb tab tom ua tsov rog, Great Patriotic War nrog lub teb chaws Yelemees, peb cov yeeb ncuab tab tom ua tsov rog tshiab. Tus uas los tam sim no. Nws twb tau hu ua cov ntaub ntawv thaum ntawd, thiab txawm tias tom qab ntawd lawv tau pinned lawv txoj kev cia siab rau ntawm kab thib tsib. Lawv pom tias cov neeg Lavxias nyob rau hauv pem hauv ntej kev sib cuag, uas yog, nyob rau hauv qhib kev sib ntaus sib tua, tsis muaj peev xwm yuav yeej, lawv yuav tsum yeej nrog ib tug dag, uas lawv tau ua.

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